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Saturday, January 26, 2008

heyz! beena week of mixed emotions for me. Yes i did exceedingly well for my o levels. haha. After 1 and a half years of drought, my a1 english grade finally came back to me! okay, i admit. I actually did feel like shedding tears of joy. I could feel my eyes moisten, especially when i talked to the teachers. The feeling ain't something that can be put into words so easily. I cant tell how grateful i am to them for their patience, guidance etc. Couldnt bring myself to tell them though. Haha. Afraid that i would really shed tears when i speak those words. haha. But on the other hand, i sympathise with those who failed to make the mark. The two different moods inthe hall were so contrasting. Imagine the awkwardness to see one group of people rejoicing, while another downright dejected. The two pictures just didnt match. So I kept my mouth shut to prevent myself from falling into the former category. But i cant help but feel a tinge of sadness to hear of people who might not or cannot make the grade to enter a certain jc, esp vjc. haha. My heart really went out to the 2 other scouts in vjc. I dunno. Seems like there's a bond between us after 4 years through thick and thin. At least, i comfort myself in the knowledge that they arent so far off to be left out of contention for a spot in vj. And there's another friend in janson, whom i've just got to know more about since he's in the same class as me, 08S56! Now it seems like i gonna lose this friend, just when i've found one in him. Haiz. Life is indeed so unpredictable. One moment, you may be up high and flying. And the next moment, who knows, you might be the one in a slump.

But one thing really. I gotta thank God for all i have. He really blesses in abundance really. All those prayers, He answers them. I'll always remember this phrase "You do your best, God will do the rest"!

Entered by platinum at 6:18 AM